life update | I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers.

October is my favorite month in the world. I love the yellow and rich red leaves on the ground. The cool, crisp air. Layering clothes and wearing boots everyday. It’s been absolutely freezing out the past few days and I feel Winter nearing sooner than I would like it to. If only Fall could last […]

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life update | If I can only recount the story of my life right out of my body, flames will grow.

“These pains that you feel are messengers. Listen to them. Turn them to sweetness.”―Rumi What a tough week. I was admitted into the ER on Sunday night after having an extremely hard time breathing and losing feeling in my arms and legs. They did an EKG and a bunch of other tests and told me […]

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I’m moving out of orbit, turning in somersaults, I dive into those eyes, jellyfish swim by.

“Every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.” — Claude Monet Breakfast lately: Two Eggs, Organic Turkey Sausage, Spinach and Tomato Scramble. My healthy dessert option lately when I am craving something sweet. The […]

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Staying positive despite setbacks.

“I am a series of small victories and large defeats and I am as amazed as any other that I have gotten from there to here” — Charles Bukowski — I had 13 vials of blood taken this week. I am still very anemic but the reason for all of the blood work was to […]

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Keep Going (Dealing with Chronic Health Issues)

“Let everything happen to you, Beauty and terror. Just keep going, No feeling is final.” — Rainer Maria Rilke I’ve been in a lot of pain this week and sometimes it gets hard to get out of bed, let alone put my makeup on and make a blog post with a smile on my face. […]

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